I use to think I knew who I was, but over the years, I've learned I don't. Maybe it's not that I don't know who I am, maybe it's that I lost track of who I really am. Sometimes when I sit back and look at what my life is, compared to what it was. I don't think I can ever fix it. How can you fix something, when your not exactly sure where it broke?
When I first moved, I said I wanted to accomplish so many things, and I have, yet I feel like I haven't. In a lot of ways I really wish I knew how to become a stronger person, in order to make the things I want to happen, happen. Instead I'm such a "go with the flow" person, and really it's not getting me anywhere. Well it is in some sense. It's getting me annoyed, and angry.
Where I am right this very second in my life, is not where I wanted to be. If you would have asked me 8 years ago, I would have told you nothing compared to now.
It's sad to think back to how I use to picture life, and then look at it now, and see the 360 degree turn it took. I guess in a way it's like that for everyone. Think back 6 years ago, or even a year ago. Is your life the way you pictured it back then? I bet a majority will say no, not at all.
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For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin--real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life.-- Alfred D. Souza
4 comments:
Daisha, you are right. One year ago I never thought I'd have gone thru the stuff I have gone thru. it has changed me 10000% and boy do I look at life different now!! (((Daisha)))
Daisha,
Things happen for a reason and just keep your chin up!!
I myself...have had one HELLUVA month and never thought I'd be at this crossroads in my life.
You are one strong MOMMA!!Everything will be okay:)
im not where i wanted to be. its sad. i screwed up my life so bad with school. but everyting else isnt so bad. so i know what your saying. i too am a go with the flow person and its def not the way to handle things. All u got to do is put your foot down.
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